it is the greatest adventure in life to go through a breakdown consciously.
it is the greatest risk because there is no guarantee that the breakdown will become a breakthrough.
it does become - but these things cannot be guaranteed...
your chaos is very ancient -
for many, many lives you have been in chaos.
it is thick, dense.
it is almost a universe in itself.
so when you enter into it with your small capacity, of course there is danger.
but without facing this danger, nobody has ever become integrated, nobody has ever become an individual, indivisible...